Me and being so emotional fool

Being emotional a biggest failure in the current world? I mean of course I do have a practical approach to the modern day dating but with a lot of traditional inclination too.

Like I never ever believed in this caste, community, dating a divorcee, dating older guys, younger guys etc, etc. So I practically believe in all these revolutionary approaches but in an  old fashioned long term relationship way. When I say old fashioned way I believe that "True love" and having an emotional quotient in relationships and believe in long lasting relationships than one night stands(casual relationships). I have nothing against casual relationships but it becomes way to mechanical but actual real relationships take time to nurture the relationship by putting an effort, meeting, being in live in. I dont know whether I believe in the concept of marriage but I for sure believe in dating, commitment. 

Anyways, I dont know why the fuck am I talking all this thing. I may be watching these Korean rom com series a lot and Bangalore weather is making me this romantic? I dont know. I am just binge watching this "Something in the rain" in a repeat mode that I just cant stop myself watching it. The more I watch it the more I like it. I dont know at some point I became so emotional that I cried watching the "finale".

I am such an emotional fool and considering how practical the world is am way behind in the current dating scenario. Like my situation is I am way too modern in my thoughts but with my strong traditional foundational thinking. 

I keep having this argument with my friends also. I just feel am stupid that in this world I still believe in all this crap like "LOVE" shit after what happened with my past relationships.

I think I can relate myself to this character in few things but not in all. I just relate to her in terms of the past relationships where I was with wrong guys and thought I was in love. But am not immature like her to do something which always gets her in trouble to hate this guy. But omg I am so in love this guy's character. This role is just too perfect. I think he is not the shahrukh khan of romance but he is definitely a guy with realistic attitude. I just cant stop thinking about this character and the dialogues are so perfect for the situation between these two characters. The physical intimacy is unbelievable(Ofcourse Sex matters in the relationship, attraction matters)

Wow I am such a fool. I am a total loser who believes in true love in this practical world!!! God save me LOL