A rational life!!

 I dont know I was drained out mentally so much that I took off today. All I did was to binge watch something. I bloody want to curse whoever found out this analytics and Netflix which shows you recommendations based on what you watched. I found this chinese series called "A rational life" may be bacause I had watched "Something in the rain" Gazillion times already. Fuck you Netflix!! Anyways, it seems similar to it but a little different story line. Anyways, something struck me today.

"Love is a Ghost and no one has ever encountered it, and a women's  most misfortune is being discontented" with things. This is what a nagging mother tells a daughter.  The daughter is tired dating even though many cases she knew the guy isn't right just for the heck of it. It kind of reminded me of what I had done it in the past.  Now I just cant do it and my mom knows that she cant win this battle as well.

When my first relationship with my college boyfriend didn't work out(its because he didn't have the balls to talk and convince his parents as we belonged to two different religion(am a Hindu and he is a Jain!). 

I was so stupid enough to think about the broader perspective that we had liked each other, we both are vegetarians, there is absolutely no difference in our food habits. We both were working in the corporate world. We had good compatibility but he just didn't have the balls to stand up infront of his parents and to talk to them) and I was on the other hand stupid to be so adamant and convince my parents.

I really felt bad and guilty for putting my parents through such a trauma then I tried my level best to date the guys from the same community I just couldn't do it but I was trying hard only for my parents and even considered guys from the community just for the heck of it and for my parents satisfaction.

I think the Asian culture every where its the same. I realized one thing you cant force relationships, whatever may be the reason you just cant be in a forceful relationship.  

Anyways, I didnt find "A rational life" as interesting as "Something in the rain" I just stopped watching it and got back to watching something in the rain. I am really surprised by the director how realistically he shot it. I am sure people think that am crazy to watch the same series again and again. But I dont care, I like what I like and I dont have to prove any point to anyone by what I like :). Its like Dal chawal.. How much ever variety you can have but at the end of it the satisfaction Dal and Chawal can bring is amazing. I dont mind saying out loud what I like it might sound boring to the others after all its my life and I am leading it for myself :).

The director Ahn Pan Seok is a scorpio, the way he has directed and created situations it seems so passionate. Are scorpions so passionate? I have no clue never dated one, I only have a huge crush on Ryan Reynolds who is a scorpio.