Record Vacinnation in India in a single day!

 India recorded 82 lakh vaccination doses in a single day. Which is the highest in any Country. Vaccination is happening in a full fledge in India. I am sure this is by far still more efficient and it would have been worst having congress during such pandemic. We should be thankful to God that we have BJP both in State and Centre. Congress leaders in Karnataka are even more worst, be it D.K Shiva kumar, Siddaramaih, Jameer Ahmed, KJ George and many more pathetic leaders. All they have done so far is just to be a terrible administrator, rowdies and people who run high level prostitution by really torturing the low income people. All thanks to Devegowda that the karnataka politics is in a mess for decades now. He is such a worst person that he made a mess out of the center once and made sure Atal Bihari vajpayee lost the cabinet once because of this great leader. When he can mess up with center so much by creating a third front parties with Lalu Prasad Yadav, Mayawathi, Mamata Bannerjee. You can imagine how much mess he would have created a mess in Karnataka politics. Karnataka for decades had two major parties congress and Janata Dal. Devegowda played a divide and conquer rule and split Janata Dal into two parties one became Janata dal secular and the other became Janata dal united which eventually became BJP in karnataka and thats how the BJP journey started in Karnataka. But Janata Dal as a sole party had great leaders like Nijalingappa, Ramakrishna Hegde who were chief ministers and had very efficient and effective tenure. 

Downfall of karnataka started because of Devegowda and his sons which also lead to the growth of rowdies like D.K shivakumar, K.J George and so on. Who are no less than demons. Anyways, eminent leaders like Tejasvi Surya, Pratap Simha gives some hope to Karnataka but Bjp in itself has few inefficient egoistic oldheads which has to be sidelined including Yediyurappa.

Enough politics!, because of this inefficiency and complicated politics, I felt like moving back to US permanently after my first stay. But then again life isnt easy over there too. Anyways people like Trump made US stay miserable anyways. Life has its own challenges but in terms of the greenery and efficient governance I think US is still ok. You should have good friends around.

I think India got screwed up since the independence due to the ever pleasing nature of Gandhiji who made pathetic leaders like Nehru rule who were good at playing dirty politics and I think thats how shady politics in India started. Its unfortunate that we call freedom fighters like Subhash Chandra bose, Sukhadev, Rajaguru, Tilak as Extremists and its high time we change that language about them.

OMG- I wish its not that!!!

 When I was in Houston, I had my own things going on with my relationship. I infact moved to US much before Satyam came over to US  for his MBA. I told him that I was there and asked him we should meet. He had cut me off totally because he didnt get a good CAT score the third time, he was upset about it the day results came. He came to meet me, I had got him a gift and he didnt take it and I was little upset and he really wanted to have Sex with me that day. I was already upset that with so much effort I had got him a gift and he didnt take it. Its not that we never got involved physically, he is the first person I really had my first kiss with. Ofcourse the relationship was great. We were 22 and so much attracted to each other. We would go on long drives spend the whole night clinging on to each other. Its quite natural to be involved romantically. But that day he really wanted to have sex with me. We had never done it. Its not that I didnt want to have sex with him, its just that I wanted him to be sure that he should be open to the idea that he will talk to his parents. Somehow he kept denying it and he used to give me lame excuses and I was tired of lame excuses, I needed assurance from him. I never forced him to do it right away I told him I need that assurance whenever that happens. I was madly attracted to him why would I not have sex with him? He was extremely romantic, passionate. But somehow something was stopping me not to have sex with him that day for multiple reasons.

That day he came over to my place,  he sounded that he was in a bad mood. There was a huge mental block in my mind when he said shall I go get condoms? I said lets have a proper commitment to each other before we get to the third base, I dont know I just said it from no where. worst part was I was a little scared of sex and being a women it is painful first time. But he really got upset that day. When we had started dating him he wanted to kiss me every time we met and had attempted so many times. It took sometime for me to let him do that. I always do that with men its not that I dont want to sleep with them. Its just that I want to be sure of myself and when I allow them it means there is no turning back thats how I am.

Anyways, when he didnt get good CAT score, he started focusing on GMAT. I thought I shouldn't disturb him and give him enough time. Then in between he would reach out to me and suddenly he would say he wants to meet me and then I dont know Men are so weird and he would change his mind and give me a lame excuse. Anyways, I focused on moving to the US by working really hard. Somehow I got a chance to travel as a replacement for my boss's wife as they were coming back to India for vacation for 2 months. I worked really hard and made sure that client was really happy about it and that annoyed my boss's wife and she was insecure that client is liking my work. Anyways, later I was offered a better role than her role by the client which annoyed my boss and his wife. I had to deal with all this shit while working in US. Satyam was not at all showing interest to meet me. I was going through a lot. In all this, there was another guy who created a huge nonsense. I did have couple of good friends while I was working in US and Sumit did have a crush on me but I never liked him like that. So he kind of understood and I told him not to waste his time on me and consider arrange marriage proposal and move on with it. Then there was this other nonsense guy. I have never met him and never spoken to him in the whole of my work over there. God knows who created what gossip among men and one day he walked into my apartment and started creating a huge drama. I was least interested and I didnt know this asshole. Later, when I came back to India and worked in Infy, I dont know how he got my number, he called me and I had to block him. 

Why am I talking about this asshole? I recently spoke to Sumit and it was usually about work and suddenly Sumit said to me that asshole asked about me. I told I am least interested about him and dont discuss anything about me to him. 

I just hope he is not checking my blogs or googling me in anyway. I definitely know how to deal with him but the last thing I want to do is waste my precious time and energy is to deal with such bugs.

Its a different thing that you went on  a date or you dated , or you were in a relationship or anything. But I had not even spoken to him while I was working at my client location because I never liked him so I totally stayed away from him and such a mess he created. The last thing as I said is to waste my energy on such kind of  useless people. 

A rational life!!

 I dont know I was drained out mentally so much that I took off today. All I did was to binge watch something. I bloody want to curse whoever found out this analytics and Netflix which shows you recommendations based on what you watched. I found this chinese series called "A rational life" may be bacause I had watched "Something in the rain" Gazillion times already. Fuck you Netflix!! Anyways, it seems similar to it but a little different story line. Anyways, something struck me today.

"Love is a Ghost and no one has ever encountered it, and a women's  most misfortune is being discontented" with things. This is what a nagging mother tells a daughter.  The daughter is tired dating even though many cases she knew the guy isn't right just for the heck of it. It kind of reminded me of what I had done it in the past.  Now I just cant do it and my mom knows that she cant win this battle as well.

When my first relationship with my college boyfriend didn't work out(its because he didn't have the balls to talk and convince his parents as we belonged to two different religion(am a Hindu and he is a Jain!). 

I was so stupid enough to think about the broader perspective that we had liked each other, we both are vegetarians, there is absolutely no difference in our food habits. We both were working in the corporate world. We had good compatibility but he just didn't have the balls to stand up infront of his parents and to talk to them) and I was on the other hand stupid to be so adamant and convince my parents.

I really felt bad and guilty for putting my parents through such a trauma then I tried my level best to date the guys from the same community I just couldn't do it but I was trying hard only for my parents and even considered guys from the community just for the heck of it and for my parents satisfaction.

I think the Asian culture every where its the same. I realized one thing you cant force relationships, whatever may be the reason you just cant be in a forceful relationship.  

Anyways, I didnt find "A rational life" as interesting as "Something in the rain" I just stopped watching it and got back to watching something in the rain. I am really surprised by the director how realistically he shot it. I am sure people think that am crazy to watch the same series again and again. But I dont care, I like what I like and I dont have to prove any point to anyone by what I like :). Its like Dal chawal.. How much ever variety you can have but at the end of it the satisfaction Dal and Chawal can bring is amazing. I dont mind saying out loud what I like it might sound boring to the others after all its my life and I am leading it for myself :).

The director Ahn Pan Seok is a scorpio, the way he has directed and created situations it seems so passionate. Are scorpions so passionate? I have no clue never dated one, I only have a huge crush on Ryan Reynolds who is a scorpio. 

Ahn Pan Seok!, by far the best director

If I really like something I get deeper into the subject. I was so impressed with the direction and cinematography of  “Something in the rain”, I started doing more research around him and his drama series. I really fell in love with the stories he picks for his series they are so close to reality and actually real time problems or issues which we are going on. In all his series he has clearly shown how male chuvinistic society we live in snd the kind of issues women face. The double standard the society has. While portraying these he also shows how such amazing men exist around the world who really takes care of women and stand by women in a most realistic matter.

Something in the rain

Secret affair

A wife’s credentials

And am going to watch all his series. Trust me this guy totally gets the double standards in society. He highlights all the problem women goes through. They are so close to reality

Why do I run?

 Lot of people ask me this question. Ofcourse majority of those people are mostly non runners. For most runners, running is a feeling in itself and you just can’t express it but you feel it. I feel running is a lifestyle in itself and not everyone can adapt to it.

Am sure most non runners might be thinking:

1. They run so that they can eat junk and burn all the calories. But only a true runner knows the discipline needed in terms of a nutrition.  I have learnt so much about diet, food, what kind of ingredients  to buy. It’s like I said totally different lifestyle in a great way.

2. Runners run so that they can be lean and wear any clothes they want to. If you are a consistent runner, most runners end up loosing a lot of weight. Ofcourse being a women the most motivating factor is to always fit into your clothes.

3. Runners have a very lean body and they look damn lean and they look really pale. But trust me in order to be even a descent runner you need to have a lot of strength and most runners definitely do lot of strength workouts.

4. Runners have a totally different lifestyle, I know maximum runners who follow intermittent fasting or in old days the Ayurvedic method of eating food. They get up early and sleep early. Every time they get a break most important thing is they catch up on their sleep.LOL

5. The most exciting things for a runner is to watch all 6 world major Abott either live with friends or run them. It’s the IPL of running community or a grand slam of runners.

Coming back to why I run. Running has taught me endurance not just physically but mentally too. Running has taught me not to give up. We get to run so many uphills and down hills you still have to run. So running has literally taught me not to give up during downfall. Running has taught me discipline. In order to be a runner, You need to have discipline. So it has taught me to have discipline in all aspects of life. Running has taught me healthy life style , healthy mind, healthy body concept. Running has taught me meditation . Infact  , running itself is a type of meditation I feel. Running has taught me there will always be bumps in the journey but just enjoy the journey doesn’t when you finish. Each journey is unique and it’s your own journey, your struggle, your own mind, body and soul.So you  enjoy your journey. Running has taught me how beautiful mornings can be just to listen to birds and watch that beautiful sky. It has shown me how peaceful mornings can be and sets the right tone to the mornings. Running has taught me life will always be tough but you need to move on! Every step gets hard sometimes but it makes you push harder snd not give up!

Weekend is here!!

 Hmm. I did a lot of research on the director of  "Something in the rain" He has even directed a famous series "Secret Love Affair" Which was voice dubbed to English but it isnt available for Indian audience to watch. The support cast is mostly the same set of people in "Something in the Rain" except the main lead characters. I made my cousins watch this series too. Both of my cousins fell in love with the series. We being women are stupid enough to fall for this kind of series.

But the interesting part is " This is the first series of "Jung Hae In" as the lead actor and his acting is unbelievable. I so loved his acting. On the other hand "Son Ye Jin's" acting is awesome too. She is the well established actress in korea with many classics in the rom-com. She apparently called the romance queen of K -drama/movies. But ya no doubt her acting is extremely good. She is the same actress from "Crash Landing on you"  and she got the most popular award for the year 2020. Like I said her acting is really good. One thing I realized that  the quality of stories, acting of the K-dramas are actually really good. They also try to copy lot of the hollywood series there are quiet a few which are based on hollywood themes like Grey's anatomy, Doctor Foster and so on. But they do have a creative mind and some of their original series are really great. Enough of K-drama and I started liking K -pop too. Will write about it some other time. 

There is a magic in "Something in the rain" director. The situation, the dialogues, the romance between the lead characters, I can go on and on. He portrays the characters in the most realistic situationa nd it would have taken so much of ground work.

I just dont want to write about work too. But had a good long run today and am totally tired post run.  have so much to clean and clear the clutter. I am sick of these house hold chores. Btw I had a video call with my school friends. It was like we saw each other's face after gazillion years. It was good to touch base with them. Not everybody could make it, I think last time I saw all of them was on anyways. chuck it. Infact it was one of my school bestie's birthday and I insisted we do group call. Later I ordered her the  surprise birthday cake. I felt like ordering and I did. She was very happy. 

I think I got obsessed with rom com after ages. I used to love "A walk to remember" and then to some extent I loved "Geetha Govindam" which kind of made me watch it many times. After that if am really obsessed then it has to be something in the rain. 

Hmm...

 I had decided that no matter what I will never write about work. Well rules are only meant to be Broken 😜It is taking all my energy sometimes. But! should I really write everything about it? May be not! Anyways, one thing I realised no matter what people say or do if you are an SME stick to your decision. Let the pressure come from anywhere. The business you are working with or your leadership may not understand it right away. Trust me good work never goes unnoticed. There are people who try to win over by saying yes to everything. It will only cause more financial loss and more overhead. I don’t know whether to call it a good thing or a bad thing. For the heck of pleasing someone I just can’t say yes to any thing and for anyone. 

Last 1 year has been a series of such battle  and it’s going to repeat for sure.. I decided if am the service owner, I will stick to my decision. There will be some issues and challenges but it’s ok like I dealt with it in the past. I will continue to deal with it persistently. Sometimes, it takes all my energy , it gets me on my nerves but it’s ok what to do.

Coming back to the recent service owner review for ASIS landscape went on really well. I think we topped  the list but like I said sometimes you have to make a hard choice of going against certain things and certain people. My job is not to please everyone anyways!

Bloody sucks all the energy out of me sometimes! Phew...

On a completely different note, the only way I feel good now a days is by watching “something in the rain”.

Do such men really exist? honestly I don’t know. Ofcourse it’s a mutual thing. But unbelievable! I just can’t get over it.Whether such men exist or not, there is no harm in the hope to find such a man! Amen!!!!

I  chaffed so badly during my run today and it’s pretty frustrating.One simple mistake can screw up your run. I just thought I will do 12k and slowly increase my miles. Fucking I had to stop at 10k as I Chaffed so badly. How on earth can I forget to apply my anti chaffing cream.. so frustrating when you make such blunders LOL