Love is a beautiful thing and its like a drug provided its working out well.

Trust me experiencing love is a beautiful thing, every moment is magical. Its like an endorphin or a drug which always keeps you on high. Runners usually  talk about "Runner's high" But  "Love keeps you high".

"Everything happens for a reason, we are all being protected by universe". These people are usually women and these women are usually sorting through a break up. It seems men can get out of relationship without a goodbye, but apparently women either have to get married or learn something. Do we search for a lesson or lessen the pain. 

"Keep it light, dont get too involved, dont get too hurt" should be the mantra for women.

These are the dialogues from "Sex and the city series" just apt, dont know why

Anyways, while after our first date I was so interested in him that I worked out everyday with the motivation that I have to be in the best of the shape and I have to look awesome for the next date. I made sure that I constantly get him notified by posting pics tagging my coach so that he gets to see me and my posts because I didnt want to add him on FB till we were really sure and official. The next time we got to see each other a week before one of the races while he was practicing with his team. Infact it was my coach at that time  who also used to train with him . Apparently my coach and him were training with the same run club. My coach insisted that I go to the stadium with him that way my cycle for that week to get up really early before the race will be ok. I was initially kind of hesitant to go but later my coach convinced me and I was ofcourse looking forward to meet this guy and I was excited about that part. I planned what to wear to the stadium so that I look nice and hot. While during his training we got a glimpse of each other and both of us ignored each other. I made sure he notices me and am sure he did notice me. Ofcourse he was looking extremely hot and sexy. Of all the 30-40 running in the track with all those chaos with different timings, my eyes were only on him. We didnt say anything to each other and that feeling of checking out each other out and still behaving as if you dont even know each other is the best part of the relationship and so exciting. 

Then, when I was back from the stadium, I messaged him that I did see him in the stadium and didnt want to disturb him while he was working out. Also, I remember one of the past encounters I had said Hi long ago at one of the runs in Jayanagar in one of the public running events he was a little shy or so and I didnt want to create the same scene. He replied as if he didn't notice me and anyone would know its a lie and we just exchanged our conversations about the upcoming race, wished each other good luck.

Post race we met and that was one of the best dates. We had great conversation and then he almost thought I am going home with him. Trust me, I really wanted to go but then I was so genuinely into him that I wasnt at all up for one night stand/casual. When I got into the car I could see that he was very disappointed at one point should I get out from the car or should drop him. My worry was if he gets into my car I wasnt sure if I can control I might even kiss him. It was all these thoughts and I really didnt want to do casual. The next day he openly told me that he wanted to take me home to his place! rest awaits.